Open house

Helped out in the Open house today. I felt fucking guilty as I deserted my duties in IDC Asia for 1 hours plus straight to roam around with Jiahui lol. Was real surprised to see Mai in the lab I was helping out today. Have not been keeping contact with her for I think 1 year plus. Was real surprised when this cute little gal(she will kill me if she sees this) in secondary sch uniform suddenly came up to me and asked ” Are you Eugene?” I said yes. She then asked if I remembered her. At first I thought she was one of those o’ level students I’ve been calling up to attend the open house. So I said no. She then asked if my nick was reizo and then introduced herself as Mai. Ah ha !

Anyway..Helped Mdm Sing and Mr Kyaw Htut to clear all the stuffs after the open house, had the so called appreciation dinner( fuck this lah) and then left for home. Wanted to stay for Jam n Hop but since I couldn’t find any company…might as well go home. I was not really comfortable with the whole diff clubs diff cliques diff roles shit. I never did like those clubs in the past..never will. I don’t even know why I joined a fucking club in the first place? Its so unlike me…all my friends intially thought I turned into a puss..oh well.

You know how sometimes you thought u can always depend on some people to keep you company or shit like that? Its all bullshit lah..the moment they have a little bit of things to do, they tend to ignore. I shall not fucking entertain these clowns next time they wants some company. Yes I’m feeling shitty again..same old fucking vicious cycle every night.