Should I get this or some new clothes? Life really sucks when you are jobless and low on funds. Still contemplating whether to go for a haircut since I’m no longer a student and I have to pay the rate of $35 now.
I think and I hope my luck is changing soon. Managed to get a small winnie the pooh bear in my 1st or 2nd attempt (depending on how u look at it) at this machine in the arcade @ PS. No its not those ‘catching’ machines..
Timbre was fun. Didn’t managed to finish our roasted duck+ garlic shrimps pizza. Service was below par as usual. Kinda lazy to put down in words so I’m going to just say a few words. Pizza, Wine, Cocktail, Beer, great company and messy table. The only cool thing abt the live band today is they actually played ‘Enter Sandman’ by Metallica. Ha ha beat that ! I bet 80% of the patrons there have no idea what that song is.
Pictures were taken from Christine’s blog. I’m really lazy to upload the rest.
I was just checking out one of my msn conversation history with a special person. It really brought smiles to my face. Sometimes I do really sound like a kid when I’m chatting with her and yet other times I can like assume the role of an elder by sharing my views and offering advices to her. I do wonder sometimes how nice it would be if she were in the same school as me, my life in school would be a lot sweeter then. You know how rare it is to find someone that you can break off contact for months and yet when you get back to speaking terms again, there won’t be any awkward silence. The many on-off contact occasions were really due to our ‘thinking too much’. Its a trait that we have in common. Timbre on the 9th !
Walk away if you want to
it’s ok, if you need to
you can run, but you can never hide
From the shadow that’s creeping up beside you
There’s a magic running through your soul
But you can’t have it all
(Whatever you do)
I’ll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
and I’ll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I’ll be two steps behind.
Take the time
to think about it
Walk the line, you know you just can’t fight it
Take a look around and see what you can find
Like the fire that’s burning up inside me,
There’s a magic running through your soul
But you can’t have it all
(Whatever you do)
I’ll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
and I’ll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I’ll be two steps behind.
There’s a magic running through your soul
but you, you can’t have it all
(Whatever you do)
I’ll be two steps behind you
(wherever you go)
and I’ll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around and I’ll be two steps behind.
Two steps behind
yeah, baby
two steps behind
ohh, sugar
two steps behind
One of my fav songs by Def Leppard. You can play this song with your friends during a casual jamming session, slow dance to it with your loved ones or even play it during your wedding.
Whats worse than lies? Childish actions that is. Yeah truthfully speaking, I’m quite hurt and disappointed by your actions. You say 1 thing but you mean another thing. I bet if facebook allows one to do the same thing, you would probably have done it too.
Don’t feel guilty..you’re doing great.
If ever we bumped into each other on the streets, lets not acknowledge each other ok? You don’t have to be fake anymore..be truthful to yourself please. You wanted to cease all contact from my point of view so lets keep it that way.
Had booze session with Ethel at Indochine @ Holland V. Really enjoyed your company as always . I’ve never forgot what you said at Lagoon Park just a few weeks back when you said ” you are a nice guy and you deserve better “. As I’ve told you earlier, those words really stuck with me for a while. However, I know I do want this regardless whether if this is the best or not. Its hard to find a booze buddy especially one that live like 1 minute walk away from my block? She’s like so busy and by busy I really meant it. Probably the busiest person I’ve ever known. However she never fails to make up another date whenever she can’t make it for an appointment which I really appreciate. Definitely a great friend who I’m comfortable with enough to share all my troubles. All I had to do is just text her ” hey I’m feeling down ” or ” booze session? “.
so bloated now and I need to start hunting for a job soon..
Met up with zs around 12 to pray at Guanyin temple @ Bugis. His cousin and her boyfriend soon joined us and after lunch, we headed to Orchard. Walked around for a while before catching ” The Time Traveler’s Wife ” at Lido. Bloody seatings, stupid placement of screen and the freezing air conditioning reminded me why I’ve never like catching movies at Lido. Gotta thanked Jason for the treat. Movie was kinda ok..kinda reminded me of benjamin button though. Yeah I did dropped a few tears in the end..luckily the cinema was dark enough. I don’t know which is more sad. The movie or the fact that I’ve two guys sitting beside me, a friend and another whose a stranger. Hanged around at ION for a while before heading down to City Hall to meet David.
While waiting for him to alter his tee and jeans, Aunt Mumbai suddenly said something.
” You very hungry ah? keep biting your nails “
he he he old habit dies hard lah.
She’s the best tailor I’ve ever known. For alteration of jeans pls go to her. I got to know her from frontal forum a few years back. She have altered brands like April 77, Nudie and Dior. Enough said.
On a sidetrack, I was at Bugis’s Kino on friday looking for some stuffs when I heard something and stopped dead in my tracks. Play the video posted below..that was the song that made me stood still.
I’m not gonna give up as a proof of my determination and how serious I am.
Lan gaming with ken in the afternoon before rushing to bugis to meet chris, zs, emmeline, jaslyn and her husband for bak kut teh near haji lane. Sorry for being kinda quiet as I’m really in no mood eh. However it was fun talking abt everything from secondary school life to army to recent social issues. Had hot coccas, tea and cheesecakes at this swedish cafe at haji lane after dinner. Great environment and great cheesecakes too.
I really need to keep going out and maybe have some drinks every now and then to pull me through this..but my bank account is seriously running low on funds…
Met up with ken in the afternoon for a short chat before cabbing down to zs’s house. Had dinner at his grandma’s house before he, his mum, his aunt and me headed to Courts. The both of us then headed to a pub at ECP for a drink. They had a pretty sucky live band there too but the atmosphere was good. I can’t remember the name of the pub as my memory is kinda fuzzy these days..I can’t even remember what I had for brunch earlier.
I’m really glad to have zs and chris as my close friends. 11 years of friendship and counting..you guys have never failed to be there for me. I was really glad that the both of you know that I was serious about this problem without even questioning me at all. Others probably thought I was fooling around, flirting or my feelings were just for the moment. I never did like to explain, after all I’m used to being misunderstood. Whenever I have troubles, there’s only 3 persons I can think of that I want to call and talk to. Its the both of you plus another person which I never had the guts to call as I don’t wish to bother her as she’s busy with her own stuffs.
zs I really wish I could be as strong as you. I bet chris also wish he could be the same. I had so much that I wanted to type but I just plain forgotten what I wanted to say.
Only time will tell I guess. Whatever I’ve said, I really meant it.However I’m not gonna be a nuisance and pester you. Its totally not me. I just don’t know how to msg/call you. Only regret is I never really say out totally whats on my mind. I guess by now majority knows I’m serious abt you and for that I’m contented enough. A lot of first times happened on that night. First time ever I felt so tired and dizzy after saying those that I had to cab home. First time ever I don’t dare to look in the eyes when I said those things. First time ever that I actually felt nervous when I said those words. You might not think of it as anything but I know this time round its something totally different.
Upon reading guanheng’s blog, I’ve decided I should do a similar posting like his. So here it goes !
There are the people that make my life in TP just a lil bit special.
Mon – Definitely a great friend I treasured. You were the only one that have seen me in my ups and downs.
Xavier – Even though we always disturbed you and I always called you my bitch, but you know it was all in the name of fun eh? You’ve been there for me..late night phone calls listening to my problems etc. How many people would do this? However I really didn’t expect you to rat on us during the last show…tsk tsk. No hard feelings though..
Zhiwei – smoke smoke smoke however I can’t smoke with you anymore. I’m trying to make a break from it . Seriously the both of us have been in some serious and stupid situations more than once. It’s really stupid and till now I still can’t forgive myself for it. I do know that you are a very steady friend and please stop being so lazy lah for goodness sake.
Guanheng – Bro whats wrong with drinking beer in kopitiam?? I can drink beer anywhere..the place doesn’t matter. You are another steady friend which not many people knows. You’ve got one of the smoothest hands I’ve ever touched..smooth like a baby’s ass thats what I always said
Ashlyn – hey I know I know. We’ve always disturbed you till sometimes you are damm pissed. We really don’t mean it and most of the times its guanheng not me ha ha. But sometimes you are really asking for it lah. I do appreciate your words and listening during those tough few weeks before exams where I had that problem. I really felt your sincerity and I really do appreciate it
Bryan – Thanks for the listening ear and concern you’ve shown to me for that problem( mentioned in the line above). Smooth hands too.
Yvonne - Thanks for the listening ear and concern too ! Same problem which I’ve mentioned. Not to mention the help you’ve provided to me in my studies..it really helps a lot !
Yeah yeah I know I’m not supposed to post any more entries but upon some thinking, I think my last post should be of our telecom batch’s graduation chalet. I promise this is really going to be the last post.
playing the blues
More pics and vids to be found in my facebook.
Had a lot of fun…yeah I did vomitted as I wanted to.
Went to the doctor today as I’ve been having a blood clot in my right eye for the past 2 days. Well it wasn’t really any good news..seriously how much more shit can happen to me? Oh yeah btw I’m off smoking for 3 days and counting…miracle miracle..now thinking about it..I’m still not sure why I’m quitting it.
Here’s one of Alice Nine’s latest PV to end off my last post.
I’m such a pathetic fucker. I wish 2009 would end soon. Nothing good ever happens to me. The things I’ve said or promises I’ve kept, who the fuck knows? I’m even beginning to question the existence of a god.
Netinfra paper was tougher than I thought. However I should have no problems scoring ha ha. Felt really sick after the paper..perhaps cause I’ve wrote and thought too much during the paper. Today was also the first time I’m trying to stop smoking. I tend to smoke more when I’m stressed or depressed thus I failed in the end..bought a new pack in the night and kept smoking. No I didn’t get to eat my chicken cutlet and no my last day in TP didn’t end with a bang or happy note.
Time to start a new chapter in life..throw the old memories away. I can’t bear though…but you gotta close a chapter in the story when theres no happy ending isn’ it?
So once again thanks everyone and good luck in whatever you do in the future !
This will be the last entry of my blog.
I will no longer log in facebook.
I can’t live in the past anymore…time to move on and start a new chapter in life.
I’ve really got to try and put down and forget everything.
Things has been obvious as it is and no don’t say I’m reading into things too much this time round.
There’s no such thing as a fairytale or happy endings in life..at least in mine that is.
