Last entry ever in my blog. Seriously I can’t think of any reasons to update the blog anymore. If it invokes some bad memories, why not just discard it? Lots of things has happened since my last post.

I’ve gotten used to my job and I just received my 1st pay !

I’m barely on speaking terms with my dad.

My lifestyle is kinda healthier these days. On most days I would be in bed by 12.30am. Even on weekends I tend to wake up no later than 10am. You know what? It feels kinda good staring at the sunlight outside my house at 10am in the morning. God knows how long its been since I’ve actually woken up that early on a weekend.

I’m much more careful of my spending. Now I have to worry abt household expenses, transport expenses, daily meals( since I always have my meals outside), insurance and cigs. I’m really seriously thinking of cutting down on my cigs intake. I don’t even dare to dream abt getting luxury brands anymore. In the past I would have forked out $82 for that shampoo but now I actually rejected it without much hesitation.

That advice from E really knocked a lot of sense into me and actually make me feel better. ” Its just her way of making herself feel better”. She’s a gal too, so I don’t think she’s wrong eh?

I missed the late night chats and sharing of daily stuffs with a good friend. It really really puzzles me why after being back to normal close terms, we drift apart again for a few weeks to months? This vicious cycle just kept repeating itself. I used to think its my fault..but now I seriously have no idea. I’m just too tired to think or blame myself. What difference are we from acquaintances now?

A vid to end off my last ever post in this blog.

Sooner or later, I’m gonna be like Howard Hughes or Axl Rose and live in obscurity if this carry on.


sugar sugar

Wanted to upload the pics at Sentosa that I went to during halloween but oh well internet has been down for  2 weeks and counting..


Really gotta thank those who have helped me prepare for my 1st day at work..though actually there wasn’t much to prepare. Gotta thank those who call/sms me on my 1st day of work to ask how am I doing. Fuck I love all of you !


My internet’s down and CK’s phone is spoilt. I can’t contact her and she can’t contact me. what a bummer 😦


You know what? I definitely deserves better 🙂


This blog will be deleted wef 101109. Don’t bother finding out how am I doing etc in my life from here. If you guys are interested, pls call me. I hate interacting in cyberspace anyway..loss of personal touch.

New phase of life starts on 021109. I can foresee losing contact with a lot of friends, be it treasured ones or hypocrites.

Just 6 months back, I was a person full of confidence. Now I’m just beat and broken down.

Ready a not

The time was 7.05pm. Eugene was on a bus to meet his friend at tampines when he received a call from tett. ” Eugene faster get down to Fort Canning now !”. All Eugene could say was ” hey man I didn’t get the tix for the gig “. ” Vernon has got 2 spare tix ! ” was the reply from tett. ” eh I already have an appointment guys enjoy ! “. My face might look straight at that moment, but in my mind I was punching my own face.  FML

Another boyband from my secondary school memories. All my other friends digged ‘ like a rose ‘ but I’ve always preferred this song.


Was stoning at home on a late Saturday afternoon before Ethel saved my day with a text. The feeling was weird and kinda messed up when I’m at home on a Saturday with no plans.

Then it was beer, wine, fags and fish and chips at barks cafe. While I was having my fish and chips, I saw someone opposite me having their spaghetti. Suddenly I lost all interest in my own food. Gotta change this bad habit of mine.

I hope to have more meetups with friends next week. If I do not have to start my work on thurs, I think I will go help zs to paint his walls. Anything just to get out of the house. I’m also looking forward to the voluntary work next sat 😀

This song never fails to bring tears to my eyes whenever its played in the drama.



Finally managed to catch this movie after so long. Heard rave reviews from friends who have caught this movie and indeed I wasn’t disappointed. For those women that wants to know more abt guys, you could pick up some tips from here. I do agree on most points and it really apply to most of the male species. I’m glad to say I ain’t one of them though 🙂

Pretty old MV but still kick ass song. Most people in general thinks Beyond is an ‘ ah beng ‘ band but I seriously can’t be bothered with morons. In case you have no idea, this song is about a mother’s love.


叮嘱我 跌倒不应放弃


I missed the late nights chat with a special friend but…..

I can still remember just 1 and a half months back I had a lot of plans for a certain appointment. The appointment was broken twice and then it wont ever happen again. Used to think how I could make that day so beautiful and …….. However now it seems maybe we would just be strangers. This time round however I feel and know I’m in no wrong. If you asked me do I feel bitter? Yes. Do I feel resentful towards that person? No.

funny people


Caught this movie earlier with weixun at Film Garde. Pretty decent warned though its not your usual comedy. It does actually have some sense and meaning. I do dig this kind of movie though 🙂

Trying to catch up with everyone before I start on my job. Ha ha I’m talking as if I’ve been confirmed for a job already.

So far I’ve met up with some if not most of my friends and closed ones. I’m still trying to arrange a day where ZS, Chris, Hujo, Xinwei and me can sit down for dinner and after dinner activities. Its kinda hard to organise when everyone has conflicting schedules.

Over the past weeks, I’ve also met up with LQ, weixun, davin and zhixin. Now all thats left is joel, yessy and audrey.

Another interview later..bummers.